Revive, Restart, Revive
OK, I am reviving this blog and giving it the CPR it sorely needed. A tranfusion of posting will resume to give it life again. I hope. But I will just focus on design and illustrations. I hate writing about negative things, which are about the only happening that seems to be nowadays.
It has not been a very good year, this 2007, especially in terms of relationships and health.
A family friend is going thru a divorce (and I still cannot figure out WHY). And they have a 7 yrs old son who is just about to enter a supposedly exciting phase of childhood. 7 years old needs his Mom and dad together, even if the reason for not being together is correct, he can never understand that. A toddler is more emotion than reason. He can be made to accept the reason, but he would never understand. He will be like the cart that is being dragged by runaway horses in two different directions. And I can only watch.
We lost, or rather I lost a friend. Someone whom suddenly decided that our frienship just need to expire. Again, I am not clear why this need to happen but it just did. Perhaps it is me, then again I am thru with self-blame. I've tried my best and if the peacepipe that I offered is not accepted, then thats it. Need to move on.
Dad went for his operations after his urinary tract gave problems again. Mother is quite sickly and weak, but still need to look after Dad AND the house. I can't do much in terms of help as my 3 kids at home is still very much a handful. Discussed with siblings about hiring a maid for them but they didn't want such help.
It has not been a very good year, this 2007, especially in terms of relationships and health.
A family friend is going thru a divorce (and I still cannot figure out WHY). And they have a 7 yrs old son who is just about to enter a supposedly exciting phase of childhood. 7 years old needs his Mom and dad together, even if the reason for not being together is correct, he can never understand that. A toddler is more emotion than reason. He can be made to accept the reason, but he would never understand. He will be like the cart that is being dragged by runaway horses in two different directions. And I can only watch.
We lost, or rather I lost a friend. Someone whom suddenly decided that our frienship just need to expire. Again, I am not clear why this need to happen but it just did. Perhaps it is me, then again I am thru with self-blame. I've tried my best and if the peacepipe that I offered is not accepted, then thats it. Need to move on.
Dad went for his operations after his urinary tract gave problems again. Mother is quite sickly and weak, but still need to look after Dad AND the house. I can't do much in terms of help as my 3 kids at home is still very much a handful. Discussed with siblings about hiring a maid for them but they didn't want such help.
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